“The First Time My World Collapsed…”

by Katerina Satori

The first time my world collapsed…
I was 5 months in my mother’s womb.

On that fated day, my dad got into a car accident: two people were hit, one died on the spot.

My dad’s dreams died that day too: promising future of the navy academy morphed into several years of jail.

My 5 months pregnant mom, with a one-year-old toddler, my sister, on her hands, took on the stress of unknown future.

My world collapsed with the collapse of my mother’s world;

Cascade of stress chemicals flooding her womb,
No more a safe place for me to grow in.
To cope with the rapidly changing environment, trauma layered upon trauma,
I began what is called “organizing around my mother’s feelings”,
A term used in generational trauma work…

The first major rift between my mother and I began in the womb as well;

And the lifelong pattern of mine, to unconsciously taking the role of a caregiver instead of being a child, began as well…

I grew up as a little adult, as early as I can remember,
Unconsciously seeking acceptance through the blind loyalty
To my mother, unceasingly organizing around her feelings.

Taking more than my little body could handle,
Storing deeply in my subconscious all the wounding.

The grace of the early trauma was the activation of my extrasensory abilities…

I was practically born psychic, seeing through people, through the agendas, deception, and manipulation…

Hearing the voices of spirits, angels, and elementals…

I withdrew into my inner world, seeking comfort that was missing in my external world.

Only now I see how ALL of that was preparation for my life’s work and my calling.

My training began in the womb.

I can easily access the depths of subconscious not only in myself
But in others, helping them reprogram their inner reality from struggle to thriving.

ALL WAS A PART OF A LARGER PLAN…

And the reason for this share is this:

On the 13th of January 2018, I went through a REBIRTH…

It was a TRANSCENDENTAL REBIRTH.

My soul recognized that it was my chance to reboot all trauma patterns and start anew.

My dear ally, Ivonne Delaflor, took me through a process designed to retrieve the key missing experiences,
While returning to the Universal Womb Space;

And to heal the rift, to reverse the misplaced roles,
To restore my wiring,
To help me rebuild my boundaries, and to empower me with the gift of the Honest NO
And a Selective YES…

See, when a baby experiences such early trauma, she gets confused about her roles,
And begins to organize around the feelings of others.

IT HAS NO SENSE OF BOUNDARIES.

It finds herself in a “ghost womb”,
Mother’s consciousness not fully present at the most crucial times;

Mother’s soul frozen in trauma,
And the baby floating in the womb,
Unconsciously trying to restore harmony lost.

I spent DECADES organizing around other’s feelings,
My needs placed at the bottom of the pole,
Becoming a chronic over-giver,
Burnout after burnout,
My body was paying the toll…

My Higher Self in its infinite wisdom
guided me to Ivonne Delaflor
To receive the healing of the trauma
That happened during my non-verbal years.

“You are so easy to carry,’
Whispers Ivonne, cradling me in her arms,
“And you are so easy to love…Welcome to the world.”

Tears streaming my face and the deepest healing of wholeness restored, a new start of a new life…

I realize that the words don’t do justice as such experience must be lived through, but what I can testify is that after Transcendental Rebirth
With Ivonne, my sense of self, the healthy sense of self was restored, and I regained liberating power of the HEALTHY BOUNDARIES.

My Honest NO and Selective YES became banks of the river
Through which my service to others
can flow in the most compassionate way.

I am no longer driven to sacrifice myself by my non-verbal traumas;

I know the difference between empowerment and co-dependence.

I began serving instead of pleasing.

Leading instead of carrying other’s pain on my shoulders.

Everything changed since my Transcendental Rebirth.

This share is a tribute to Ivonne Delaflor
Who helped me RESET my entrance to this world,
From trauma to victory,
from confusion to clarity,
From sadness into everlasting joy.

If you already follow Ivonne and you resonate with my story,
I urge you to explore a private transcendental rebirth experience with her, don’t ignore your intuition, it always leads you to your next liberation.

I am forever grateful for the way you impacted my life, Ivonne.
Thank you for your sacred work.
I love you.

Katerina Satori

Honor Their Choices

“If you truly love people you will also honor their choices”

Dear one,

When in relationship or partnerships of all sorts, if harmony depends on control & behaving the way another expects you would, you are experiencing a hierarchy and not a synarchy that can help all grow

There is no sovereignty without inner freedom, and there is no freedom without acceptance of diversity

If equality requires that you or others become what you want them or what they want you to be, in that moment we have entered an unspoken agreement where codependency is the rule of engagement instead of the experience of interdependence, horizontal leadership and thus bliss

True allies in life, and empowering relationships that you will support and that will support you, your businesses, Co-creations and movements to grow, are found in the WE, in the “what can WE do to support one another and those WE serve to create results and grow”

There is no time for jealousy, victim mentality, blame, higher than Thou feelings, disappointment or choices as such where there is a commitment to move forward in action, word and thought

“When we give cheerfully and accept gratefully, everyone is blessed”. Maya Angelou

So If you find yourself offended, or triggered by the diversity and sovereign choices of the people that 
you “admire”, want to work with, and/or desire more harmony with those you say you respect and “ love”… then perhaps explore the possibility in celebrating more their successes and individuated choices and you may be able to surprise yourself how fast, abundant and prosperous you all become…

“No one has ever become poor by giving”. Anne Frank

Wishing you all a great Friday and 
in this astrologically and auspicious very present full NOW

I honor you all,
Yes ALL

We now have opened as promised since last year, our inner circle membership portal called CONVERGENCE, this is an all year round program that you can either join monthly or annually thats the best option for you.

Visit https://DelaflorTeachings.com/convergence for information and to learn also how you can join

In the next weeks we will also be finally announcing the calendar for our confirmed events for the rest of this year and 2020.

It is an honor and privilege to serve those who my soul was sent to serve, with the deepest joy

Thank you

Ivonne Delaflor

Darkness? Training for the light? | La Oscuridad; Un Entrenamiento Para la Luz?

Beloved Friends:

Last Night I had what many people call a massive spiritual revelation and thus download.

I knew I had to immediately share with you all. Knowing that at least ONE person will be served through this message where Darkness may not be what we think it is…and where we realize that light does not need to fight darkness, as it already won the fight.
Watch this VIDEO where I shared this download of “ Darkness; a Bootcamp Training for LIGHT?

 

Queridos Amigos:

Anoche tuve una experiencia  y revelación  espiritual que sentí en mi corazón debía compartir con ustedes.  Supe desde el momento de este mensaje que recibi, que si UNA persona es servida a través de el mensaje mismo, es suficiente para crear un efecto domino positivo con este mensaje donde podemos quizá reconocer que quizá la oscuridad no es lo que pensamos, y que La Luz no tiene porque pelear con la oscuridad ya que La Luz ya gano la guerra.

Dale click a  este video para ver el mensaje ahora:

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